Let God In

When your Christmas doesn't look the same because your heart is broken, there are five steps I believe will help you take Christ's hand. Two we've already seen:

Let it hurt.

Let your feelings go.

The third is, Let God In. One of the most serious misconceptions about God is that we need to somehow clean up our life--our questions, doubts, fears, and objections--before including Him in the process. This sure isn't the picture of God His Son, Jesus Christ, gave us in the Gospels! Jesus loves moving into hopeless situations while they're still messy and confusing. The sooner you invite Jesus into the process, the better. He is always waiting for access to every part of your life--even your Christmas disappointments and pain. The New Testament says that He constantly knocks on the door of our heart asking for permission to enter and make everything better. 

Ed

Is Your Heart Broken This Christmas? Let it Hurt.

Christmases will come and go; life changes. Trust me, I know. But I also know that Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever (Hebrews 13:5).

In these last days before Christmas, I want to show you five steps that have helped me remember His promises, especially during the holidays. I believe they will walk you along the path of connecting or reconnecting to the One who restored my heart and gives me hope this Christmas--Jesus Christ, God's Son.

1) Let it hurt. The first mistake most of us make is thinking that if I can just keep it from hurting, it won't. You probably already know that this is futile, but the holidays make us desperate for control. If you try to deny your pain this Christmas, the time will come when the grief of your tragedy or disappointment will wash over your life and you will feel truly hopeless and alone. Though this is a desperate feeling, it's the only starting point toward hope.

Ed

Christmas Will Never Be the Same

Four days before Christmas, 2001. I should be talking with my son and his wife about their life, their dreams, and the joy of the holidays. That's what we usually do when they fly home from their military duty station from somewhere in the world. Any other year our conversation this morning would revolve around the soon arrival of his sister's family from Oregon and how great it's going to be to spend Christmas just being together with the extended family

But not this year.

This is my first Christmas as the dad and grandpa formerly known as myself. This Christmas, all we're talking about is my deadly disease--my rash, the test results, the next specialist, what we're discovering on the Web about chronic lymphoma, and the gloomy prognosis. I'm sick of talking about me and this disease. And it feels like Christmas will never be the same.

Because it won't. Unless God heals me, life has ruled out that option of normalcy for our family.

This blog caught your attention because you know that Christmas for you or someone you love will never be the same...after the divorce, after you buried the one it feels like you can't live without, after you lost your job, after your child ran away.

I know that living with hope in your heart through the holidays is tough. It's been over eight years since my initial diagnosis. Sometimes I still feel like giving there are nights when the physical and emotional tolls of my cancer break my heart a little more and make it hard for me to even think about getting up to face another day...especially during Christmas.

I don't know all of the pain of your personal life and why you dread Christmas this year, but I do know some of it. I wrote a book--When God Breaks Your Heart--to help you see how God's love for you can define your life, even when your heart is broken.

Christmases will come and go; life changes. Trust me, I know. But I also know that Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever (Hebrews 13;5).

Over the days until Christmas, I want to share the five steps that helped me remember His promises, especially during the holidays. I believe they will walk you along your path of connecting or reconnecting to the One who restored my heart and gives me hope this Christmas--Jesus Christ, God's Son.